I wonder what life would be like if I was not here…. Oh yeah the fucking same!!!
There come a point in your life that you just want to say fuck it … Go fuck yourself … And leave me alone … I am always a happy person but some how I keep getting depressed over the same shit over and over again.. Sometimes I feel as tho I can never be happy… Is it cause I put on a good front ?? I am tired of trying and always giving my all… Especially when I get no respect back .. Think about it???
Why be something your not.. Always be yourself .. I have had trouble making myself happy … Now that I have you don’t like the outcome .. Rethink that for a change ??
So as I lay here in the cold morning with little sleep .. I think about everything .. Is this truly what I want ?